tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3250807221037932762024-02-08T09:46:44.048-08:00life is a bitchdelirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.comBlogger27125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-63126337529895795582010-09-23T21:57:00.000-07:002010-09-23T21:59:18.933-07:00what the hell.been out of it lately. mainly my mom not allowing me to have the freedom i need. i need to have some friends to hang out with, you know. i don't think my mom knows that.<br /><br />in other news; i absolutely love the few friends i have. i have them to lean on ~<br /><br />especially christina <33 and roop and katie. you guys are there for me, and I'll try my best to be there for you.delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-15936059204876561042010-08-11T10:00:00.000-07:002010-08-11T10:01:41.074-07:00friday the 13th?oh fuck my life.<br /><br />just totally realized i'm doing my piano exam on friday the 13th.<br />if that doesn't say bad luck, i don't know what will ... i hope i didn't jinx that.<br /><br />now i must go pray to the heavens ( instead of practicing )delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-27975569075112805342010-07-30T23:18:00.000-07:002010-07-30T23:22:47.508-07:00summer blues . . .thought summer would be a whole bunch of relaxation and all that nice crap.<span style="font-weight: bold;"> it's not.</span><br /><br />been feeling under the weather with a piano theory exam on august 6th, followed with a practical piano exam the next friday. i swear, my father has been making me play so much piano, i'm starting to build callouses on my finger tips. it hurts just typing right now /sigh<br /><br />after piano exams, i'll be gone for 3 weeks. at least i get <span style="font-style: italic;">some </span>vacation time before school starts!<br /><br />so far summer was full of piano practicing, piano studying, a bunch of math tutor homework things, and sitting in front of the computer. hopefully i'll get out of the house soon enough! maybe take some photography ~delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-76005994258291701362010-06-21T14:42:00.000-07:002010-06-21T14:44:38.963-07:00dentist appointment todayI woke up even sicker than I was last night.<br />/sigh<br /><br />Also, also, I went to the dentist to get a filling.<br />and 2 hours later, half my face is still numb, and uncontrollable.<br />Dentist, you lied D: You said 1-2 hours! ><<br /><br />Well, at least I found out that I could flare one nostril when it's numb...<br />/really too interested.delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-63789400629459978992010-06-13T21:14:00.000-07:002010-06-13T21:16:03.219-07:00i'm an owl.i think i'm becoming nocturnal.<br />i can only sleep after school (afternoon)<br />while on the couch watching television.<br /><br />at night, i can barely close my eyes...delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-68074692367319099902010-06-12T21:58:00.001-07:002010-06-12T21:59:41.193-07:00harsh?short tempered. impatient. angry. cold.<br /><br />I like to think that my personality is what people like about me.<br /><br />I forgot to mention; sarcastic.delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-62693143511797375722010-06-02T18:33:00.000-07:002010-06-02T18:36:03.488-07:00Busy all week!List of complaints:<br /><br />1) current events, didn't start it at all.<br />2) bio flash back in science.<br />3) piano exams in the summer; practice every day D:<br />4) chinese exam this saturday.<br />5) chinese essay, that I didn't know about due this saturday.<br />6) brainchild homework I only did two pages of, due tomorrow.<br /><br />There could possibly be more, but I'm a lazy arse.<br />And I need to start my homework.delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-56343813444189124372010-06-02T15:29:00.000-07:002010-06-02T15:30:42.370-07:00im serious.I came home from school, hoping I would eat a quakers oats and honey bar...<br />Only to pick up four min choco balls from purdy's along with it.<br /><br />Not only did I eat that bar...<br />I ate the chocolate too DD:<br /><br />/diesdelirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-29501291626299885142010-05-30T21:46:00.000-07:002010-05-30T21:47:42.741-07:00FEELING A BIT HAPPY.when my whole family plays tennis together.<br />when we play tennis in the rain.<br />when, for once, my parents don't fight with each other.<br />when we can actually have fun together.<br />when everything seems like it's perfectly normal, for this one moment.delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-14646497138825274182010-05-30T21:35:00.001-07:002010-05-30T21:37:33.794-07:00NOT ENOUGH WILL POWER.I want to start losing weight, I'm serious. But whenever I see food, I just <span style="font-weight: bold;">NEED</span> to eat it! Even when I'm not hungry. Especially when I'm bored. I can't control myself, and I keep saying,<span style="font-weight: bold;"> "Oh, time to start eating healthy and exercising!" </span>but it never really starts. I hope to get slimmer by the end of summer, or before that New York trip next spring.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">/fingers crossed</span>delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-27797411047718213912010-05-20T16:47:00.000-07:002010-05-20T16:48:19.935-07:00T^TI skinned my knees/legs.<br /><br />and it stings like a bitch D:delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-23350823468134378082010-04-30T17:36:00.000-07:002010-04-30T17:38:57.508-07:00Get the fuck out.What the hell is this.<br /><br />We can be considered friends since grade 8 - but I don't think it's like that anymore.<br />I know when I'm excluded - so you don't have to worry about making up lies.<br /><br />I hope I can get you out of my fucking life.<br /><br />I need new friends.delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-67123978464204221192010-04-29T20:01:00.000-07:002010-04-29T20:02:12.935-07:00Screw it.<strong><span style="font-size:180%;">There are a lot of times when I wish for a reset button on life.</span></strong>delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-2723659467410630222010-04-21T21:03:00.000-07:002010-04-21T21:04:04.407-07:00I think I've had enough.Please go away now.delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-89660067268438052372010-04-05T09:44:00.000-07:002010-04-05T09:45:33.181-07:00sdgfldshfsdI hate you because when "someone" isn't home, you're always yelling at us.delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-20564975382013491552010-03-31T07:29:00.001-07:002010-03-31T07:29:24.696-07:00STOP.I gotta stop procrastinating.delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-19355982469027394852010-03-18T17:37:00.000-07:002010-03-18T17:39:13.653-07:00WTFOMGI THINK I MISPLACED MY CELLPHONE.<br /><br />FML.<br /><br />AND I CAN'T RETRACE MY STEPS BECAUSE ALL I REMEMBER WAS THAT I WAS HELL AS TIRED, PMS-ING AND GROUCHY THE LAST TIME I USED IT. WHICH HAPPENED TO BE LAST SATURDAY. IN THE STATES. FUCKFUCKFUCK.delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-48229092447365672812010-03-16T22:50:00.000-07:002010-03-16T22:52:41.590-07:00YER!Only excitement of the day:<br />knowing I'll be watching Alice in Wonderland with bbV, my little sister, and my mom (;<br />Your parents can never be too old to be your best friends.<br /><br />I learned that through patience, and a whole bunch of other stuff.delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-71669826247840754082010-03-11T09:35:00.000-08:002010-03-11T09:39:49.424-08:00plz stop nao.oh. my. gawd.<br />a new day, and i'm feeling wayyyy shittier than the day before. WHYYY??<br />it feels like a thousand knives are constantly being jabbed into my head. in and out. in and out. my nose is running, and some of it contains blood, ew, i know. my nose is also stuffy, my throat hurts from coughing, and my constant sneezing isn't helping the headache that's gradually becoming more painful.<br />my eyes are watery, and some of my sneezes are stuck in my nose, which is uncomfortable T___T<br /><br />SOMEONE SAVE MEEE.delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-24951269294804981712010-03-10T22:04:00.000-08:002010-03-10T22:07:15.192-08:00feeling like shit.feel like shit, sound like shit, i probably look like shit too :/<br />after they left, i ended up doing leopard prints on my nails, which i'll maybe post a picture of tomorrow on my tumblahh, and/or here.<br />anyway, after doing my nails, i knocked myself out on the couch in the midst of watching the suite life of zack and cody.<br />i woke up 2 hours later, and mommy made me congeee, which i'm super happy about. Fish + congee = <3 Congee tastes awesome when I'm sick :)<br /><br />should prolly sleep now, so i can wake up tomorrow ~ goodnight!delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-74613268861827912422010-03-10T09:30:00.001-08:002010-03-10T09:31:21.959-08:00finally.finally, they're awake, after three hours of me walking around the house.<br />plus, i had time to repaint my nails.<br />>,,><br /><br />but they're still lying there.<br />should prolly just jump them all.delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-85086520270300704132010-03-10T08:00:00.001-08:002010-03-10T08:04:33.954-08:00hmmmmmm....sometimes i hate sleepovers.<br />i've had sleepovers with my family friends before, and guess who ends up waking up first?<br />me.<br />even if we sleep at 2am in the morning, i have this mental alarm clock that tells me to wake up at 7:30am, on school days, it wakes me up at 6 - sometimes before my real alarm does.<br /><br />so now, im in my little movable mattress, on my laptop, watching 3 of my friends sleep.<br />maybe i should go bother my sister, at least she'll be awake. she's like me, an early waker.<br />maybe i should snap pictures of them.<br />however, it may cause them to wake up :/<br /><br />i need something to cure my boredom!!! )))):delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-67828777820963259832010-03-09T18:02:00.001-08:002010-03-09T18:02:37.279-08:00life sucks.i'm 'bout to have a sleepover.<br /><br />and i feel like shit.<br /><br />fml.<br /><br />T___Tdelirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-87652885633977041122010-03-08T19:27:00.000-08:002010-03-08T20:17:29.888-08:00like a kid in a candy store!So far, my spring's been really boring :(<br />but I can't wait for tomorrow! I will be spending time with some great friends ~<br />First official sleepover? Yes. My parents are strict about that : /<br />I've had a sleepover with some family friends - but their like sisters.<br /><br />I still need to convince my mom to allow me to sleep over at other peoples' homes.<br /><br />NO HOPE. :/<br /><br />can't wait !<br /><br />iloveyou guyss, MER,JAS,KIM<33delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-325080722103793276.post-85166496275894207412010-03-03T19:48:00.000-08:002010-03-03T19:52:03.781-08:00FUUUU.ew brainchild homework.<br /><br />yes i said brainchild.<br />and yes, it is a tutor thing place.<br />yes i'm getting ahead of school this way.<br />yes, it's why i'm a genius.<br />and yes, i know it's dorky and stupid.<br /><br />sometimes i wish i don't have to do these things ):<br />I'm busy enough as it is without brainchild, and it's not like i can get credits or something from BC. pft. whatever.<br />So now i have to finish 8 pages (sides) of math. and it's gonna take forrevverrr.<br />it sucks that my parents check my homework too. : /<br /><br />COMPLAINCOMPLAINCOMPLAIN.delirioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11869363000858228140noreply@blogger.com0