what the hell.

been out of it lately. mainly my mom not allowing me to have the freedom i need. i need to have some friends to hang out with, you know. i don't think my mom knows that.

in other news; i absolutely love the few friends i have. i have them to lean on ~

especially christina <33 and roop and katie. you guys are there for me, and I'll try my best to be there for you.

friday the 13th?

oh fuck my life.

just totally realized i'm doing my piano exam on friday the 13th.
if that doesn't say bad luck, i don't know what will ... i hope i didn't jinx that.

now i must go pray to the heavens ( instead of practicing )

summer blues . . .

thought summer would be a whole bunch of relaxation and all that nice crap. it's not.

been feeling under the weather with a piano theory exam on august 6th, followed with a practical piano exam the next friday. i swear, my father has been making me play so much piano, i'm starting to build callouses on my finger tips. it hurts just typing right now /sigh

after piano exams, i'll be gone for 3 weeks. at least i get some vacation time before school starts!

so far summer was full of piano practicing, piano studying, a bunch of math tutor homework things, and sitting in front of the computer. hopefully i'll get out of the house soon enough! maybe take some photography ~

dentist appointment today

I woke up even sicker than I was last night.
/sigh

Also, also, I went to the dentist to get a filling.
and 2 hours later, half my face is still numb, and uncontrollable.
Dentist, you lied D: You said 1-2 hours! ><

Well, at least I found out that I could flare one nostril when it's numb...
/really too interested.

i'm an owl.

i think i'm becoming nocturnal.
i can only sleep after school (afternoon)
while on the couch watching television.

at night, i can barely close my eyes...

harsh?

short tempered. impatient. angry. cold.

I like to think that my personality is what people like about me.

I forgot to mention; sarcastic.

Busy all week!

List of complaints:

1) current events, didn't start it at all.
2) bio flash back in science.
3) piano exams in the summer; practice every day D:
4) chinese exam this saturday.
5) chinese essay, that I didn't know about due this saturday.
6) brainchild homework I only did two pages of, due tomorrow.

There could possibly be more, but I'm a lazy arse.
And I need to start my homework.