Thursday, September 23, 2010

what the hell.

been out of it lately. mainly my mom not allowing me to have the freedom i need. i need to have some friends to hang out with, you know. i don't think my mom knows that.

in other news; i absolutely love the few friends i have. i have them to lean on ~

especially christina <33 and roop and katie. you guys are there for me, and I'll try my best to be there for you.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

friday the 13th?

oh fuck my life.

just totally realized i'm doing my piano exam on friday the 13th.
if that doesn't say bad luck, i don't know what will ... i hope i didn't jinx that.

now i must go pray to the heavens ( instead of practicing )

Friday, July 30, 2010

summer blues . . .

thought summer would be a whole bunch of relaxation and all that nice crap. it's not.

been feeling under the weather with a piano theory exam on august 6th, followed with a practical piano exam the next friday. i swear, my father has been making me play so much piano, i'm starting to build callouses on my finger tips. it hurts just typing right now /sigh

after piano exams, i'll be gone for 3 weeks. at least i get some vacation time before school starts!

so far summer was full of piano practicing, piano studying, a bunch of math tutor homework things, and sitting in front of the computer. hopefully i'll get out of the house soon enough! maybe take some photography ~

Monday, June 21, 2010

dentist appointment today

I woke up even sicker than I was last night.

Also, also, I went to the dentist to get a filling.
and 2 hours later, half my face is still numb, and uncontrollable.
Dentist, you lied D: You said 1-2 hours! ><

Well, at least I found out that I could flare one nostril when it's numb...
/really too interested.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

i'm an owl.

i think i'm becoming nocturnal.
i can only sleep after school (afternoon)
while on the couch watching television.

at night, i can barely close my eyes...

Saturday, June 12, 2010


short tempered. impatient. angry. cold.

I like to think that my personality is what people like about me.

I forgot to mention; sarcastic.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Busy all week!

List of complaints:

1) current events, didn't start it at all.
2) bio flash back in science.
3) piano exams in the summer; practice every day D:
4) chinese exam this saturday.
5) chinese essay, that I didn't know about due this saturday.
6) brainchild homework I only did two pages of, due tomorrow.

There could possibly be more, but I'm a lazy arse.
And I need to start my homework.

im serious.

I came home from school, hoping I would eat a quakers oats and honey bar...
Only to pick up four min choco balls from purdy's along with it.

Not only did I eat that bar...
I ate the chocolate too DD:


Sunday, May 30, 2010


when my whole family plays tennis together.
when we play tennis in the rain.
when, for once, my parents don't fight with each other.
when we can actually have fun together.
when everything seems like it's perfectly normal, for this one moment.


I want to start losing weight, I'm serious. But whenever I see food, I just NEED to eat it! Even when I'm not hungry. Especially when I'm bored. I can't control myself, and I keep saying, "Oh, time to start eating healthy and exercising!" but it never really starts. I hope to get slimmer by the end of summer, or before that New York trip next spring.

/fingers crossed

Thursday, May 20, 2010


I skinned my knees/legs.

and it stings like a bitch D:

Friday, April 30, 2010

Get the fuck out.

What the hell is this.

We can be considered friends since grade 8 - but I don't think it's like that anymore.
I know when I'm excluded - so you don't have to worry about making up lies.

I hope I can get you out of my fucking life.

I need new friends.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Screw it.

There are a lot of times when I wish for a reset button on life.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Monday, April 5, 2010


I hate you because when "someone" isn't home, you're always yelling at us.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010


I gotta stop procrastinating.

Thursday, March 18, 2010





Tuesday, March 16, 2010


Only excitement of the day:
knowing I'll be watching Alice in Wonderland with bbV, my little sister, and my mom (;
Your parents can never be too old to be your best friends.

I learned that through patience, and a whole bunch of other stuff.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

plz stop nao.

oh. my. gawd.
a new day, and i'm feeling wayyyy shittier than the day before. WHYYY??
it feels like a thousand knives are constantly being jabbed into my head. in and out. in and out. my nose is running, and some of it contains blood, ew, i know. my nose is also stuffy, my throat hurts from coughing, and my constant sneezing isn't helping the headache that's gradually becoming more painful.
my eyes are watery, and some of my sneezes are stuck in my nose, which is uncomfortable T___T


Wednesday, March 10, 2010

feeling like shit.

feel like shit, sound like shit, i probably look like shit too :/
after they left, i ended up doing leopard prints on my nails, which i'll maybe post a picture of tomorrow on my tumblahh, and/or here.
anyway, after doing my nails, i knocked myself out on the couch in the midst of watching the suite life of zack and cody.
i woke up 2 hours later, and mommy made me congeee, which i'm super happy about. Fish + congee = <3 Congee tastes awesome when I'm sick :)

should prolly sleep now, so i can wake up tomorrow ~ goodnight!


finally, they're awake, after three hours of me walking around the house.
plus, i had time to repaint my nails.

but they're still lying there.
should prolly just jump them all.


sometimes i hate sleepovers.
i've had sleepovers with my family friends before, and guess who ends up waking up first?
even if we sleep at 2am in the morning, i have this mental alarm clock that tells me to wake up at 7:30am, on school days, it wakes me up at 6 - sometimes before my real alarm does.

so now, im in my little movable mattress, on my laptop, watching 3 of my friends sleep.
maybe i should go bother my sister, at least she'll be awake. she's like me, an early waker.
maybe i should snap pictures of them.
however, it may cause them to wake up :/

i need something to cure my boredom!!! )))):

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

life sucks.

i'm 'bout to have a sleepover.

and i feel like shit.



Monday, March 8, 2010

like a kid in a candy store!

So far, my spring's been really boring :(
but I can't wait for tomorrow! I will be spending time with some great friends ~
First official sleepover? Yes. My parents are strict about that : /
I've had a sleepover with some family friends - but their like sisters.

I still need to convince my mom to allow me to sleep over at other peoples' homes.


can't wait !

iloveyou guyss, MER,JAS,KIM<33

Wednesday, March 3, 2010


ew brainchild homework.

yes i said brainchild.
and yes, it is a tutor thing place.
yes i'm getting ahead of school this way.
yes, it's why i'm a genius.
and yes, i know it's dorky and stupid.

sometimes i wish i don't have to do these things ):
I'm busy enough as it is without brainchild, and it's not like i can get credits or something from BC. pft. whatever.
So now i have to finish 8 pages (sides) of math. and it's gonna take forrevverrr.
it sucks that my parents check my homework too. : /


"i suck at french." "WTTTF"

so i was in french class, and there's like, 2 minutes until we're dismissed.

Our teacher hasn't given us our daily homework, so we all decided to stay quiet.
Suddenly, some stupid kid in our class asks if we had any homework.
While all of us groan and cry, this guy (who's known for yelling out incorrect french) stands up instantly and shouts, "QUI EST PARLE THAT?!"
We laugh, because not only did it sound weird, and the grammar was wrong, he incorporated english as well ~ it might not sound funny here, but in real life, i found it amusing.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010


I got my second earpiercing a while ago.

but recently it began to hurt.

so I took out the earrings.

and I tried to put it back in.

but it started bleeding.

now it hurts like a bitch ):